It is complicated. In so many ways, I am happier with my body than I've ever been: I can do a lot of cool stuff, I'm getting stronger and healthier, I'm even pretty happy with how I look in a tank top.
But it's also hard for me not to compare myself to people who are leaner/faster/stronger and think, "Dammit, I work at least as hard as they do. What am I doing wrong that I can't be like them?"
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rosecarmine
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Date: 2012-12-05 01:07 am (UTC)But it's also hard for me not to compare myself to people who are leaner/faster/stronger and think, "Dammit, I work at least as hard as they do. What am I doing wrong that I can't be like them?"