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During the last open enrollment period at work, I switched health insurance plans. Same provider, but a plan that ought to save me some money and hassle compared to my previous plan.

Now, it just so happens that I need to use my insurance for a routine procedure today, and I haven't gotten a new ID card. No worries, I think, I can just go to the Aetna site and print out an ID card. So, I log in, click the link that says "ID card", and get a message saying, "Sorry, we can't show your ID card right now, try again later."

I give Aetna a call, and go through the automated phone tree until I get something about ID cards. And it says, "You don't need your ID card to access benefits, but if you want one, you can log into your account on the website and print out one." Um. Well, let's try again. I log back in, and the link in the header that says "ID card" is gone. Can't find a link to ID cards anywhere.

Well, maybe they're serious about not needing an ID card. But...how does that work? Every medical provider I've seen in the past n years has asked for my insurance card before almost anything else. Even if I don't have to show them a physical card, surely I need to tell them something besides, "Uh, I have Aetna, and I don't know my plan number or group number or any of that shit because it is all on the ID card that I don't have."

I call Aetna back and get a human being and say, "This is probably a really stupid question, but I haven't gotten my new insurance cards and your phone system says I don't need them but I literally don't understand how I use my insurance without them. Halp?"

Nice human being doesn't seem to have a clue how one uses one insurance without a card, but she puts in a request to have cards sent, and tells me that if I download the Aetna app, I should be able to access my card. Or, you know, I can log into the website and print one.

So, I log back into the website one more time for giggles, and now the ENTIRE HEADER is gone. Never mind. I get the app, it displays my card with no problem, and even allows me to save it to my Apple wallet so that it is theoretically no longer at the mercy of Aetna IT.

This new plan is probably still going to save me money, but I'm not so sure about the hassle.
So, it's not news that The Biggest Loser is terrible, but this article adds at least one new reason why it's terrible to the list: I wouldn't necessarily have guessed that rapid fat loss plus intensive exercise would slow down your resting metabolic rate even more than just rapid fat loss.

"Ravussin and his team compared 12 people from The Biggest Loser with 12 people who lost similar amounts of weight via gastric bypass surgery. Because of the former’s extreme exercise regimens, the show’s contestants lost less muscle and more fat than the surgery group, but their drop in resting metabolic rate was double that of the gastric bypass group."

I found the full text of the actual study (http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3387402/). How much did the contestants resting metabolic rate drop by? An average of 504kcal/day beyond what could be accounted for by their weight loss alone. That's a substantial number of calories.

Lots more research needs to be done to figure out exactly what caused the drop in resting metabolic rate, but I think the takeaway lesson here is that significant caloric restriction plus intense exercise is a bad combo. 
So, I haven't posted much about my frozen shoulder recovery in a while, because there was a long stretch of many months which felt like an exercise in learning how small an increment of progress could be and still be progress. However, in the past month, I've gained a remarkable amount of range of motion.

The funny thing is that a lot of this progress happened during the two weeks when I was traveling in the U.K., and not doing much work on the shoulder beyond a bit of soft tissue work with a lacrosse ball. On the other hand, I was getting plenty of sleep, walking 3-6 miles a day, and not stressing about stuff, which sounds like a pretty good recipe for fighting general inflammation. The lesson I'm drawing here is not that my PT exercises are useless, but that progress is non-linear.

I'm also incredibly excited that the other mobility work I've been doing with my trainer seems to be paying off as well. My hip and knee mobility are visibly improving.

And, just to lay to rest any worries that I had along the lines of, "Well, this mobility stuff is great and all, but does it mean that I have to give up making strength gains?" I deadlifted 140 lbs this morning.
So, my dentist is encouraging me to do Invisalign to straighten my lower front teeth. I have a bit of crowding in my lower jaw, and one of my incisors slightly overlaps its neighbor. While I don't doubt that having straight, uncrowded teeth would improve the ease of keeping them clean and tartar-free, I'm reluctant for two reasons.

The sensible reason is that by far the biggest improvements in my oral health have come from just being more consistent about brushing properly, flossing, and using antiseptic mouthwash. While I've come a long way on all these habits, I think that maybe I'd be better off investing more time and energy in getting even better at that, rather than spending money on orthodontics.

The unsensible but far more powerful reason is that I spent a goodly chunk of my young life wearing braces and a headgear to correct an overbite. And the thing that got me through the worst parts of the experience was the promise that "when you grow up you won't have to do this any more." (And when I turned 18, I ceremoniously packed up my retainer and stuck it in a drawer and never wore it again. I was a horribly literal child.) And even though the rational part of my brain knows that Invisalign would not be nearly as dreadful for a whole host of reasons, just the thought makes my inner twelve year old howl, "Nooo! You promised I wouldn't have to!"

Normally, I have great respect for my inner twelve year old, but in this case, I think her judgement may be suspect.

On the other hand, I also think my dentist's judgement may be influenced by the prospect of getting to sell me expensive orthodontic treatments.

It's probably too much to hope that someone's actually done a good study to look at whether people who get modest tooth-crookedness corrected actually experience better dental health outcomes in the long term, but I'll have to hie me over to PubMed and have a look.
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So, having "graduated" from physical therapy, I've now got the job of managing my shoulder recovery on my own. I've learned two things recently:

1) Some days I wake up with a very stiff and sore arm. (The locus of the most pain has actually shifted from my shoulder to just above my elbow where the biceps tendon inserts. My physical therapist told me that this is normal.) Doing 30 to 40 minutes of upper body exercises (lat pulldowns, push ups, bicep curls, triceps extensions, and horizontal rows) does wonders for loosening everything up and reducing the pain. The trick is getting through the first 10 minutes without either sitting down on the weight room floor and crying, or going and doing some leg exercises that don't *hurt*.

2) I can do YTWL's again! YTWL's are one of the best exercises I know for strengthening the rotator cuff muscles. I've tried doing them at various points during my recovery from this injury, and have always found either that the movements were too excruciatingly painful or that my range of motion was too limited to make the exercise seem worth doing. I tried a couple of sets this morning after the aforementioned 40 minutes of upper body exercises, and it was manageable.

Progress sometimes seems frustratingly slow, but there is progress.

Progress!

Nov. 15th, 2013 10:39 am
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So, today at my PT appointment, we measured my range of motion and compared the numbers with what they'd been on my first visit:
lifting arm straight up in front of me: range of motion increased from 130 degrees to 160 degrees
lifting arm straight up to the side: range of motion increased from 110 degrees to 160 degrees
holding elbow at side and rotating lower arm outward: range of motion increased from 30 degrees to 60 degrees
My PT doesn't record a numerical value for the "reaching up to scratch between your shoulderblades" motion, but he considers me now able to reach my "mid-back" rather than just "lower back".

I've still got some way to go, but that's a very nice rate of improvement!

As my reward, I get a new batch of exercises to add to the ones I'm already doing. Wheeee!

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Nov. 8th, 2013 09:51 am
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So, having gone over my MRI results now with one doctor and two physical therapists, I now understand that while I do have a small rotator cuff tear, it's not really the problem. The problem is the inflammation that my doctor talked about, more properly known as "adhesive capsulitis" or, colloquially, "frozen shoulder". Which might be the result of the rotator cuff tear, or the cause of the rotator cuff tear.

One of the things that I've found funny is that both of the physical therapists I've seen have gone out of their way to tell me how awesome it is that I've started treatment this early. Having read this article, I now understand why: by getting a cortisone shot and starting physical therapy early, I might have cut my recovery time down to months instead of years.

I'm trying very hard to look on the bright side of all of this. I think I'm mostly succeeding.
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Had my first physical therapy appointment today. The good news: the therapist agrees with my doctor that I'm very likely to get better without surgery. The bad news: It's going to be slow (months?) and painful - the exercises he's given me basically boil down to "move your arm to the point where it hurts, and hold it there for a bit."

The therapist would like me to avoid overhead pressing and rock climbing for now. Other than that, I can do whatever.
So, I just had my follow up on the MRI of my shoulder. Basically:
* I have a "very tiny" partial tear of the rotator cuff.
* I have "a lot" of inflammation in the shoulder joint.
* My shoulder is structurally "totally normal".

The upshot of which is: Left to its own devices, the injury will probably just get better slowly over the course of the next few months. In the hopes of hustling it along a bit, we're going to try physical therapy and follow up in a month. There is an outside chance that if the inflammation is stubborn, I might still need surgery, but it's pretty unlikely.

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Oct. 14th, 2013 10:48 am
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I deadlifted with the big girl bar today - 85 lbs. for 6 reps!

My trainer is doing a really good job at coming up with great workouts for me despite the limitations imposed by my shoulder injury. There may even be a silver lining in all of this, which is that we're doing a lot of core work, which I probably need to do anyway.
So, just to briefly recap, since I don't remember how much I've posted about this where: A little over a month ago, I noticed a slight twinge in my left shoulder when putting my arm over my head to pull on a T-shirt in the morning. Over time, this progressed from a slight twinge to a definite twinge to fairly serious pain when reaching overhead, or up behind my shoulder blades, plus a constant dull ache in the shoulder to add to the fun. So, I took myself to the doctor, who X-rayed me, and found nothing wrong by that method. Thus we progressed to higher level radiology: the MRI.

I drove up to the imaging clinic in Atherton this morning, bright and early. I brought my iPod with me. Having seen in their Yelp reviews that they provide music to listen to during your scan, I hoped, correctly, that they'd let me provide my own. It probably surprises precisely none of you that I have definite opinions on what sort of musical accompaniment I'd like for being immobilized for half an hour inside a cramped metal tube. (I chose Fields of the Nephilim's Elizium.)

They had me remove all the items from my pockets, and take off any metal-containing items. Then I got to lie on a table and sort of wedge my shoulder into a box-like thing, and then the tech wrapped a pillow around my left arm, and put another pillow under my legs. We put on the headphones and fed me into the machine.

Wow, that thing is cramped. I'm not sure how they fit people much bigger than me in there - my arms were pressed tightly against the sides of the tube, and there were only a few inches between my face and the inside surface of the machine. I'm not notably claustrophobic, but I still found it most comfortable to keep my eyes shut most of the time just to keep my mind off of how little space I had.

There is one thing that makes shoulder MRIs kind of tricky - you have to be careful not to breathe too deeply, because that will make your shoulder move and blur the scan. It took me a while to get the hang of breathing regularly but shallowly. At first I'd breathe really shallowly, feel like I wasn't getting enough air, panic, and then instinctively take a nice deep breath to calm myself, remember that I wasn't supposed to take deep breaths, and start the whole cycle over. My first scan wasn't usable, but after that I seemed to get the hang of it, because the remaining five went without a hitch.

And even my music had a suitable sense of the dramatic - I was regurgitated forth from the machine, blinking in the light, to the final triumphant chords of Fields of the Nephilim's "And There Will Your Heart Be Also".

I have a CD to take with me to my next doctor's appointment on Wednesday. (Really? Physical media? They can't just transfer the files?) We'll see what happens then.
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So, the AMA has declared obesity a disease, which I guess means I have an extra diseases that I didn't have last week. Funny, I don't feel sick.

I've seen a number of folks applaud this decision by saying, "Well, at least now fat people can get the treatment they desperately want/need."

Which baffles me. Because for most of my adult life, my doctors have insisted on treating my fatness whether I wanted them to or not, often at the expense of what were arguably more urgent medical problems.

And the thing is, most doctors are pretty crap at treating obesity. Which in part is not their fault, because we don't have any good scientifically-validated ways of reliably getting more than a tiny percentage of people to lose weight and keep it off. Most doctors don't seem to be terribly aware of that.

Here are some of my favorite ways that doctors have tried to get me to lose weight:
* Threatening to withhold prescriptions for birth control pills unless I lost weight. (Because fat people don't deserve to have sex anyway? Interestingly and possibly non-coincidentally, they stopped pulling this shit on me after I got married.)
* Telling me to "drink more water" (Not horrible advice in and of itself, but at the time I would have had to lose 100 pounds to be "normal" on the BMI chart, so the idea that a couple extra glasses of water a day were going to get me there was pretty laughable.)
* Instructing me sternly not to butter my toast at breakfast. (Without bothering to inquire whether I ate toast, or even breakfast. At the time I habitually partook of neither. This was merely the most hilariously memorable of a general pattern of doctors telling me to eliminate certain foods or categories of foods, usually without bothering to check if I actually ate them. Notice that you can tell that this example was from the 1990s, because the dietary bugbear du jour was saturated fat. If the same thing had happened 10 years ago, the doctor might have been just as likely to tell me to skip the toast and eat the butter.)

Lest I tar the entire medical profession with the same brush, I should mention the rather wonderful nutritionist I worked with when I was in graduate school, who introduced me to the revolutionary concept that it was perfectly okay to eat when I was hungry, and who encouraged me to look at foods from the perspective of their total nutrients and overall effect on my health or mood rather than just calories. I didn't lose a lot of weight working with her, and it took several more years of going 'round the weightloss merry-go-round before I was able to fully incorporate everything she taught me into my daily life, but she actually gave me sane, practical advice.

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Nov. 21st, 2012 03:24 pm
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The new doctor turned out to be a tiny soft-spoken man who was not at all horrible. He seems very thorough, which I like. I think he can be my primary doctor, although he has yet to deal with me when I'm actually sick, which would be the real test.

Also, I have not developed any weird new medical conditions since I last saw a doctor, and all of my old medical conditions are being satisfactorily managed by their current treatment regimens. Yay.
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Nov. 21st, 2012 11:59 am
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I had an insanely long and complicated anxiety dream last night that basically boiled down to, "The Zombie Apocalypse sucks for introverts, because it's not safe to be alone." Seriously, I could have coped with civilization ending, if only I could have had half an hour alone with a book somewhere.

Of course, what I'm actually anxious about is that I'm going to see a new primary care doctor today. It's actually very rare these days that I have a medical professional be horrible to me about my weight, but I still get nervous about it whenever I see someone new.

If this guy is horrible to me, I'll just never make an appointment with him again. (I also hope that I'll be brave enough to tell him so and explain why, but I can't guarantee that.)
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Muscle Medicine: The Revolutionary Approach to Maintaining, Strengthening, and Repairing Your Muscles and JointsMuscle Medicine: The Revolutionary Approach to Maintaining, Strengthening, and Repairing Your Muscles and Joints by Rob DeStefano

My rating: 3 of 5 stars


This book is based around an intriguing premise: that many cases of joint pain (especially such prevalent complaints as knee, lower back, and shoulder pain) are actually caused by tight or damaged muscles, and that fixing the underlying muscle problems through a combination of stretching, massage, and muscle strengthening can sometimes cure these types of chronic pain without surgery or more invasive treatments. (An interesting illustration: if you do MRI scans on people without back pain, you'll actually find that slightly more than half of them have bulging or herniated discs or other minor spinal damage. The difference between these asymptomatic people and people with back pain seems to be that in the asymptomatic people, the core muscles are doing a good enough job of supporting the spine in good alignment that the damage doesn't lead to pain.)

The most novel aspect of this book is a particular stretching technique that the authors have developed in which you use gentle pressure to pin down a muscle at a certain point along its length, and then stretch. (For example, to stretch the illiotibial band, you'd apply pressure on the outside of your thigh a couple of inches above the knee, and then straighten the leg to stretch. You repeat the stretch, gradually moving the pressure up the leg.) I've been dabbling with the technique, and while I can't say it's been revolutionary, it certainly does give you a very thorough stretch. It's also a bit tedious and time consuming to really thoroughly stretch yourself out in this way. LIke many people, I'm lazy about stretching. If I were less half-assed about following the program, I'd be able to give it a fairer review. (My own chronic aches and pains are minor enough that I haven't yet been fully motivated to implement the whole program to the letter.)

The caveat here, which the authors freely acknowledge, is that these sorts of injury prevention and rehab techniques are difficult to impossible to evaluate in double-blind controlled scientific studies. The evidence for this stuff working is more anecdotal than solidly scientific. However, none of the exercises in the book seem likely to do anyone any harm, and they don't require expensive equipment. (Most of them require no equipment at all - there are a few that use a Swiss ball or things like that.) The biggest investment you'll need to make is the time and effort involved in learning the exercises.

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Went for a short run yesterday morning. Felt a bit sore afterwards. Bah. Had my follow up appointment with the orthopedist today.

He poked and prodded me and had me move my hip in every possible direction. If my case is unusual at all, it's in that most of my pain is now in my butt and in the muscles at the top of the front of my thigh. This is slightly atypical for bursitis, but I don't have any of the other symptoms that would indicate torn cartilage, or sciatica, or another exciting nerve disorder that I've forgotten the name of. He did say that if I continue to have pain in my butt, I should come back in a couple of months and he'll do an MRI to make sure I haven't torn a gluteus muscle, but neither of us thinks that very likely. (If I'd torn a muscle, it ought to be giving me hell when weightlifting.)

Otherwise, I just have to be patient, keep my running mileage low for a while longer, and keep weight lifting and cross training as much as I can.

I'm thinking that maybe I'll devote the month of October to seriously working on my performance on the rowing machine. As much as it sucks to not be running, what I think I miss the most is having a clear plan for what I'm going to do on the days I've allotted for aerobic exercise, and having a set of well-defined fitness goals that I'm progressing towards.
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I was pretty boggled by this post on Shakesville about a health insurance plan that makes enrollees with BMIs over 30 either accept substandard coverage or enroll in a "weight management plan", which boils down to: go to Weight Watchers or wear a pedometer and take a certain minimum number of steps per 3 month period.

I went and did a search for the health plan site, and, of course, they spin it all as providing incentives for healthy behavior and allowing people to qualify for "enhanced coverage." Which did give me a moment's pause, because, hey, I love the idea of incentives for healthy behaviors.

Except, whoops, a BMI is not a behavior. Why not give everyone rewards for wearing a pedometer or eating their veggies?

Also, while incentives are cool, materially impacting people's ability to afford basic healthcare is not so cool. Even if you smoke and live on Ding Dongs and whiskey, I want you to be able to afford to go to the doctor.
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So, I came perilously close to dispensing weight-loss advice to someone yesterday, and I still feel kind of dirty. I guess this post is my penance.

I'm not categorically against the idea of pursuing weight-loss. It just seems hard for most people to do it without a) getting hung up on unrealistic standards for what their bodies should look like and b) falling prey to people peddling weird diets backed by dubious science that promise to provide that missing link that explains why just eating less and moving more didn't do much for them. (As indeed it doesn't for many people.)

I'm constantly struck, lately, by how often I hear something roughly along the lines of, "I want to be healthy, so I'm going on a diet." And it always throws me, because there's a huge logical leap happening between the two halves of that sentence, and we're so culturally conditioned to equate thinness with health that most of us don't even notice that leap. I'm still trying to come up with a way to say, "If you want to be healthy, how about doing something that actually promotes health?" without totally harshing people's squee.

I'm either the world's best or world's worst advocate for a health-first approach: I've been overweight my entire life, and throughout my twenties, I sporadically dieted in an effort to avoid various weight-related health problems that I was assured were headed my way. Basically, I'd lose twenty pounds and then gain them back, along with twenty of their friends. At some point in my early thirties, having dieted myself all the way up to being morbidly obese, I was sitting in my doctor's office, looking at a particularly dispiriting set of lab test results, and I thought, "You know, this weight-loss thing has kind of been a bust. How about we just focus on being healthy?"

So, I did. And within a couple of months, my lab test results had gone from being nearly universally crappy to being normal to excellent. And then over the course of the next year, I lost about a third of my body weight.

Which is where I become a bad advocate, because when I talk about this, people understandably find the whole "third of my body weight" thing rather arresting, and then we're having a weight-loss conversation again. Except that this time it's "If you really want to lose weight, you have to focus on health instead of on losing weight." Which is sort of interestingly Zen, but is it an improvement?

I don't know. I still think the best advice is: If you want to keep up with your kids, or climb stairs without getting winded, do some aerobic exercise. If you want to be strong, pick up heavy things repeatedly. If your cholesterol is bad, eat more fiber and less saturated fat. If your blood pressure is high, eat more fruits and vegetables and less salt. If you want to stop falling asleep at your desk mid-afternoon, consider whether you can balance what you eat at lunch so that it doesn't make your blood sugar spike and crash. Doing any or all of these things might also result in your wearing a smaller pants size, but setting out to wear a smaller pants size might not get you anything but smaller pants. If that.
...or perhaps hipfully pained.

About a month ago, I went for a run, and afterwards my left hip and thigh were sore. I took a week or so off from running, went for a short run, felt fine during then run, and then later - pain in the hip again. Iced it, foam rolled it, took a week off from running, felt fine, went for a short run, ow. Repeat for a few weeks until I decided that I was clearly incompetent at self-diagnosis and treatment, and made an appointment with an orthopedist specializing in sports medicine.

So, the doctor poked and prodded at my hip while he had me sit, stand, and lie down with my leg in various positions. Apparently the fact that the pain was all on the outside of the hip rather than in the groin was very encouraging. He took a couple of hip x-rays, which were normal. (Thus relieving me of my not-very-probable fear that I'd somehow given myself a pelvic stress fracture and that my hips were going to crumble. And my other not-very-probable fear that he'd tell me I had osteoarthritis of the hip and would have to stop running. And my other other not-very-probable fear that he'd tell me I had some kind of weird congenital hip malformation that had somehow never been previously diagnosed and that I would have to stop running. Yes, folks, I lie awake at night worrying that mean people will make me stop running. How did this happen?)

Turns out that I have something called trochanteric bursitis. ("Trochanteric" is a word so bizarre that even autocorrect can't mess with it.) Basically, there are little fluid-filled sacks in your joints called bursae, and the one in my hip is inflamed and rubbing on my hip bone. The doctor gave me a cortisone shot, a prescription for anti-inflammatories, and advised me to lay off running for a few weeks but to feel free to do any other form of physical activity that doesn't cause pain. And to stretch my hamstrings.

So, this kind of hoses my plans to run a 10K in September, but the long term prognosis is good. ("I hardly ever have to do surgery on people like you!" the doctor told me cheerfully.)
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I was recently privy to a discussion of dieting over on Google Plus that ranged all over the Fat Hate Bingo Card 1 and Fat Hate Bingo Card 2. There was enough there for a dozen ranty blog posts, but I particularly wanted to respond to a question posed to those of us being negative about weight-loss dieting: "Why are you against exercise and healthy eating?"

Now, I am very far from being against exercise and healthy eating. So are most people, I expect. You might be able to find someone who is against exercise and healthy eating, but they're probably hanging out in the corner with the Man-Hating Feminist, the America-Despising Liberal, and the Unicorn.

So, having cleared that up, here are a few things that I am against:
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